I forgive all of you

I think I've finally come to terms with it.

I forgive you.

I can't hold a grudge anymore.

I think I suffered a lot because you were one of my family and maybe it's my fault... I overdo it when it comes to my friends... Whether it's my best friend or an acquaintance. Dailyblogspot is an online platform striving to provide you with the best content about current affairs, sports, business, and everything you want. Indeed, it is a platform that amplifies your voice through unique and impressive modes. It's something I'm working on and I realize that everyone has a role in my life. Some are meant to stay forever and some are only meant to be with us for a short time. I always wonder why this happens and I find it hard to deal with. I think it's because I don't like the bad moments and I hold on to the good moments too much.

The older I get, the more I realize that we have to overcome the bad so that we can be ready for the good....so that we can appreciate the good....so that they become better people throughout their lives. And suffering is good... It's good to feel pain and to grieve, but it's what you do with it that makes you who you are. We have to be able to overcome pain and sadness to become the person we want to be. These are all lessons and tests to see how we cope and how we want to live... They show us what we want and what we don't want...

So I forgive you once again and thank you...

Thank you for teaching me what I don't want from friendship... I think I got a little lost in material things and "good situations" and fell down the rabbit hole. But that doesn't mean it was good, it was a mess you made and maybe God knew I could tolerate it until I couldn't. You were lucky, I was strong enough to endure the pain but you were not. I forgive you anyway, I don't want to hold a grudge against you anymore.

I forgive you for crossing every boundary I set, I forgive you for crossing boundaries I didn't have to tell you, I forgive you for rejecting me as a friend, I forgive you for dismissing me as your friend, I forgive you for your spiteful comments, I forgive you for yelling at me when I did nothing wrong, I forgive you for ambushing me when I had no one, I forgive you for feeling like I can't leave my room. You were hurting inside and you decided it was best to take it out on me...

It doesn't always start that way. One person gets hurt and the next person gets hurt. It affects everyone around us and ourselves. That little girl inside you who wanted to move on and start all over again.... was somebody's punching bag. Make sure you check yourself before you check others. A person cannot have too much and if he is always checking others, when will he check himself? You knew what kind of person I was and how much I could put up with but you didn't care. You were doing it for yourself and you lost sight of your true friends. It saddens me to think that you had to endure so much pain and I wish I could help you more. But a person cannot grow up in an environment that harms them. I hope you get better and thrive...

I am sorry that we could not find a solution. Maybe one day we will be friends again but until then. I hope you never hurt anyone else... Love, another stranger.